Personally i blame you for that. "
Now with regards to the man of the cloth thing, can't you just be undecided on those questions and instead do what you intend to as a minister?
What is the role of a minister? Is it just to quote scripture every Sunday? I thought it was a guidance counsellor position. Do you want to change the church form with in or is it helping directly that appeals to you.
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Um, it is kind of both.
As a minister, responsibilities would encompany tending to the flock, sermons, a lot of counselling, and helping others.
However I would never feel comfortable teaching something I myself cannot wrap my head around, and as much as I would like to do both of the things in your last sentence, I cannot teach something I don't understand.
Also lack of faith.
Basically, at the moment, I feel more of a Deist (as Baley suggested), than a baptized Christian.
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Jer 17:5 (NIV) This is what the LORD says: "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD."
Prov 28:26 (NIV) He who trusts in himself is a fool...
Hmmm, doesn't appear that scriture is much help in this dilemma.
I would put it to you that you haven't spent nearly enough time researching and thinking about this stuff.
Also, if you think you are going to make a lucrative career out of psychology, then you ought to get used to the priest's stipend ...