Killian Kalthorne

I have made another startling realization. I don't like strawberries. I like melon. I like grapes and pineapple. I just do not like strawberries. On a more positive note I am writing again. Going over some of my old poems, reworking them, writing new ones, and starting up a new short story to boot.

That is downright awful.

Don't be too proud. It is mostly because I haven't been motivated enough to cook, let alone eat. I do that all night, not day. 10 PM to 8 AM, Thursday to Sunday, 40 hours a week. To be honest I don't get a lot of daylight time.

I live in Iowa. You think there are any hookers worth the money here?

Well, that is also another thing I have been working on. I have lost 12 pounds over the course of a month. I am at the lightest I have been for years.

Well, I did take the first step today. I actually went outside, during the day time, for no other purpose to just enjoy the weather. Something, to be truthful, I have never done in my life. Mind you there was some exercise involved in 11 city blocks of aimless wondering. I think tomorrow I will just go to that park I found and just sit there for a while. I also need to get over my sociophobia. I am okay in small groups, but I get in a near panic attack in groups of 15 or more people.

Killian is dead. I have come to a epiphany not only on my health and lifestyle, but my complete and utter lack of ambition. I have become lethargic, depressed even more than usual, and taken no pride or care of my own well being. In this deep reflection of myself I come to realize that I am dead. Dead to the drives and dreams of my youth. Dead to my interactions with other people in the so called real world. My health has severely declined to the point that I could be dead in a literal sense as well. I need to change, a drastic change. A paradigm shift in the reality I constructed for myself.

Just because you can kill children in a game doesn't make killing children the primary goal, though having the title "Champion Childkiller" in Fallout 1 and 2 sparked me as being humorous. Yes, yes. I know. I am one sick puppy.

One thing I am very curious about with this DLC is where the frak is David's junk? http://kotaku.com/5512063/what-happened-to-davids-junk Did Stanley keep in his sock drawl?

Nevermind. I saw some of the reviews. They weren't too favorable.

I agree that was bad form but they haven't done that again as far as I know. DLCs tend to be a hit or miss for some people. People who buy them on a persistent basis tend to be fanboys or completionists. They aren't usually targeted to the average gamer.

Depends on the netbook. Alienware has a netbook that puts most standard desktops to shame.

As long as people pay they will continue doping this sort of crap, and there are a lot of people willing to pay. I will wait for a sale.

Double the pleasure. Double the fun. This isn't double mint gum, but a double barrel shotgun!

Unlike me. I love ME1. ME2 is good, but no ME1.

I think someone did, obviously just for the PC version. Can't remember the link though.

I rather have a fair review than a forced "good" review. How else would one improve their craft if they always get high praises? They wouldn't know their weaknesses nor if what they did is actually crap or good.

Going through Mass Effect 1 again, then off to Mass Effect 2.

Wow. I got to name a lizard. Wait. When did I name a lizard? Oh, he has a "B." Man, I need to wake up before posting.

He wasn't his usual chipper self.

I am for the Naxalites in this, but I don't think they will win. If you are facing an opponent that is far stronger than you, seeking to take what you have then destroy what they covet. In this case, instead of fighting government forces, make the land they want to take unusable.

SO far, I woke up and drank a can of cream soda. Today is payday so it is going to be somewhat busy.

There are worse ways of flying when dead.

At least it didn't start with a G.