Yeah, you can never have too much coffee. Well obviously you can but ah... uh, yeah. I must drink more coffee, to help relax me more. Most the time I succeed in drowning {with distractions} my stupid self-reflection thinking times on the negative things I've said and done in my life before that I regret and stuff, and the things I should've said or done in my life but never did and regret and stuff, and yeah, I get annoyed with myself when that happens, but unfortunately it just does, and it sometimes causes me to get in a ****ty and have wasteful days. I'm not talking about drugs or anything like that, as I've never taken drugs. It's complicated really. Lets just say I have an extremely unusual way of thinking.
Well, your father does have a degree in psychology. Probably the easiest way to get a screwed up kid.
I'm just kidding, of course. You don't sound "screwed up." However, you've made me curious. What's this "unusual way of thinking?" It might be atypical, but I doubt it's so extremely unusual. PM me about it.