Gromnir, I don't blame you one bit, you gotta protect your pack. Sure, I feel bad for the other dogs too as sympathy isn't a zero sum game but there was nothing else that could be done.
We had similar issues with dog pain management here in CO but I was able to call around to finally get some actual pain meds instead of just sedatives and the like.
Also, I do hope that you make it to the doctor soon though.