An apple a day keeps paradise at bay... *muahaha*...
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On a more serious note young man, you know that you were given the free will and a brain for a purpose right ?
If you had blind faith, you would be no better than the nutcases that blow stuff up. You might as well have been born as a wrench or screwdriver then, a simple tool for a purpose.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but what is the purpose of faith if it was easy ? Where would be the challenge of that ?
Lean back, relax, close your eyes, think, why did you believe in the first place ?
What has changed, that made you question what made you believe in the first place ?
Sometimes, people are able to answer their own questions, once they voice them out loud...