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Hm, going to contrast normal childhood development with the likes of that "youngest hired killer" article? I mean, one thoughtline could be looking at those sorts of "abnormal" personalities of known and documented criminal/killers of young age and any open source material on that.. That might give you a whole "from whats known about them they were locked in this type of core personality by x age" to explore. But could probably be really depressing when you look at things like the worlds youngest serial killer and the like.. But that probably wouldn't be much help for the general "healthy" kids view...

Well one of those long drawn out nights of no real sleep..then managed some doze for a couple of hours around 6ish or so this morning. Tis a brightly sunny day.. which in my condition of kind of conscious actually comes across more as glaring then pleasant.. Pondering on when to get a thorough read through of "Killing Pablo" in... Did snap of an email to the US State Department in the vein of "I'm doing a research paper, can you send me information on x subject matter" so I'm actually curious if I'll hear anything back from that while I'm poking around with google-fu skills over the next week or so. Have the small problem that when the family were looking through some paperwork to redo the car's insurance.. we suddenly realised it's MOT was out of date.. by a month..and no-one had realised that.. It's these kinds of things..and the silly growth of expense of it all that make me glad I don't drive.

I'd almost suggest hanging an "Innocent" card on your chest, and handing out questionaires and sweeties to kids at some primary / middle schools.. but that might get you classed as a little bit creepy and suspicious... Amid that vast contact network I gather there won't be any child psychologists you could hit up.... hm, any professional shrinks that might know the best career related journals that might be available with related articles? The random thought line does have that people identify who they are early, but the whole process of growing up constantly evolves that identity. So when you say "definite" are you meaning just the "core" part of that personality, or when kids become teenagers/adults and no longer really change in that same sense?

Recent interview with Volition producer Greg Donovan where he talks about Saints Row The Third.. "We thought why give the players a baseball bat when you can make it a giant sex toy to beat people up with?" So I think we can say they're keeping to that element of being a bit silly with it...

Hm, two days away from the pc.. I got home , found an nvidia driver update that needed installing.. and then noticed that my C drive was showing 205Gigs free space... When before I left on my travels it had been around 111 Gigs of free space... and I can't find a bleeding thing thats missing from it at the moment.. It's making me a little bit paranoid.... Still, the weather is pleasant so I shall see what the day brings..

I did see someone do some form of post-graduate theology studies.. Star Trek as a Modern Religion (or something to that effect). Considering how the "cult-like" behaviour of fans, the wearing of costumes, the adoption of Star Trek philosophies, the "worship" of episodes, and the convention gatherings actually meets all the requirements of any old-time religion...

Enjoyed two days of train travel.. got home with a nice splurge of headache kicking in. So that called for a fresh cup of tea, some digestives and a paracetamol. Pondering on going with the flat, round things for dinner tonight (otherwise known as Pizza). Hm, and now I've got what's basically a research paper to write over the next couple of weeks concerning the death of Pablo Escobar and the US State Departments reaction to it. But before I start "proper" research into it... Anyone here work for the State Department? Or a Columbian Drug Cartel?

The joys of a bank holiday monday.. Tis being quite windy and I've managed to clear out a batch of laundry. Going to take a moment to catch up with the Doctor Who episode from the weekend while enjoying a fresh cup of tea. Hm, juggling time.. have to go pick up some train tickets I've got booked, and ponder on preparations for a potential job interview later this week. And I'm guessing that since it's one of those three-day weekends, I seem to have been struck by a slight envy/jealousy mix over someone concerning the stresses of work/family/kids/loving wife they have. Which is a little strange, but I'm sure it'll fade away soon.

Puttering around, enjoying the absence of the dogs to look after, contemplating the need to get a new battery for my mother's mobility scooter (which are bloody expensive by the way) and generally letting the weekend wash past me. Its a bank holiday tomorrow .. nearly forgot that, planning to head in to pick up some train tickets for a series of journeys I have to make in the week. Although I have to admit the ryhme or reason they organise some of these rail routes and prices seems beyond me at times. Idly poking around at some Exalted books and sketching out random ideas to exercise some general creativity, and giving some thought to doing some silly violence in Saints Row 2 in a bit. Although first, I think a fresh cup of tea.. and a digestive biscuit is called for.

I have to admit, it's an odd balance. On the one hand I can see that it doesn't always heighten the story effectively and could have been lost.. but on the other, it actually makes the world as a whole more believable and adds depth to the various other characters encountered. Call me crazy, but I enjoyed reading them.. they certainly didn't have the draggy over-detailed feel that I get in LoTR But then I'm one of those guys that can sit down for a solid chunk of time and read a book in one go. Not get stuck puttering in and out a few chapters at a time over the course of several weeks. Which I think certainly affects my perception of what I do read. Heh, although I do have fond memories of one half-term when I was a kid, curling up in the airing cupboard with a copy of Shogun over several days.

Tried GTA IV again..but couldn't bring myself to focus on it. So instead, I'm starting a new run through on Saints Row 2 just for the sillyness.

Having read the wheel of time series several times, I have no worries, I can read anything... Ah, but I've read all the Wheel of Time so far, and actually enjoyed that with no problem..

Same here. Haven't seen the TV show yet, but it was the only title I recognised in the airport book store I enjoyed the first book.. the second was entertaining but nothing brilliant. And then somewhere around the third or fourth book I just hit a wall and couldn't read anymore of that series.. Maybe one of these days I'll make another attempt, but eh..

Viagra can make you hard of hearing as well...

Not technically a book... but the collected manga of Ubel Blatt. And the really annoying thing is..that after 11 volumes and a nicely compelling storyline.. it suddenly stops. Apparently it's on "hiatus"

Well I've been poking around to figure out some travel plans..and I have to say the collection of train companies seems quite warped. Also had to do the montly renewal for my mother's pharmacy prescriptions. So poked fun at her for being a junkie with that plethora of pharmacutical items she needs. I know I inherited my slightly warped sense of humour from her side of the family. Case in point: She had a trip to Australia planned a few years ago to visit her sister over there when her sister turned 70. However just before the Christmas that year, we found out one of my cousins out there had several brain tumours. Anyhow, he was quite firm that he was going to stay around just to be there when her plane landed. Mom's response "Yes, but your wife carrying your ashes won't count as meeting me." Cousin's reply ".... How did you guess that??" Proceed to said landing.. My mother getting off the plane with help from the stewardesses shifting her wheelchair and all.. takes the time to get into a Nun's costume..and gets them to push her out.. they move past the family waiting there..not one of them recognising mum and she does the whole "blessing them" as she moves past... She then turns around, rolls up to her sister and tugs on her jacket.. and says "I've blessed you once my sister, I'm not going to do it twice." Which prompts a very large amount of swearing from one old lady to a "nun" in a wheelchair... much to the crowds consternation. Oh, and yes... my cousin's wife was there. Holding a bucket.

No time right now, I'm afraid. Autumn, maybe. How about we all print out pictures of Shryke's avatar to put on a dartboard and throw darts at it whilst growling over his bevy of beauties?

Well good fortune with however it shapes up.. Got a whole stack of chopped up bay tree branches now. Rather then dump them, I'm going to see if one of my friends wants to take them off my hands. He's got a brilliant firepit in his garden that's perfect for an evening blaze, good conversation, cigars and port so it's always good to help keep the stores stocked up. I got hit by one of those rather bizarre out of nowhere feelings that inspire the search for a bottle and the desire for rapid unconsciousness.. But I believe I'll just grab a book and try bury myself in it. Repression, thy name is Englishman..

One of the scandinavian game journalists on the Deus Ex HR forums made some off hand comment about a preivew of DS3 and how it seemed okay but had the typical bad Obsidian camera angles...

If they weren't going to be spread on lettuce, I'd probably say I'm the brains of this partnership but I'm smart enough not to say that.. As it is, I'll just take the hump and see what I can find..

What, I'm a minion now? I didn't realise my labcoat had "Igor" on the back.. Although I can do a good Marty Feldman impression...

If she made that big an impression on you.. it could be luuurv.

I did manage to while away a couple of hours last night with some Civ V... I still feel like something is missing from it compared to Civ IV, but it's still somewhat entertaining.

Rolled out of bed to some general noise of the animals having a mad moment.. But they seem a touch more settled an hour later. The sun is shining, the sky is clear... I'm drinking from my first cup of tea of the day and pondering just what I need to deal with. Hm, and then there's the dentist checkup this afternoon.. And there's that mental nagging feeling that there is something I should remember to sort out but I can't think what it is..

Well, we've had the bionics.. how about the stealth cloaking? Karlsruhe Invisibility Cloak