It was so anticlimatic, At around three this morning I was working when there was a mommentary power outage, lasted about a second or two. My thoughts go to the computer I just fixed, it's lights were on but nothng was spinning so I turned off the power supply and went over to the ole reliable machine, kinda' absentmindedly jabbed the power button and turned my back to it and attention to the other machine.
Power up, spin spin spin, hum hum hum. Everything seems ok! Now why hasn't the other machine come up?
Maybe I pushed the button wrong. The solution. Is to do it again much harder. nothing. *Clicking rapidly now* Son of a bitch, was all I got out. Bye bye max files and half my music. I was too crushed to really be pissed, I just sorf of got up(shutting down my other computer to protect it) and went to bed with none of the thoughts of exwhatevers, doubts and or worries I normally have to get past before sleep takes me. No, there was no doubt I wanted away from this constant race against ageing hardware and...
*"fixed" computer just restarted for no reason on me*
...this loosing battle against ageing hardware. I'm just tired. Maybe it's work as well but if I quit I can't fix these machines that I can barely use because I have to work. I begin to wonder when not if I'll snap.
Anyway I now have no 3D capable machines so here's some stuff from my sketch pad.