Just because that's the way I deal with approaching my mid-life crisis.
Still, since I haven't actually posted in this thread in awhile, I suppose I should actually be somewhat serious. The cancer and continuing medical conditions finally hit their peak last week and my mother passed on in that grand journey. So it's been the running day by day juggling things with my father and sister to get everything sorted. Funeral plans and all the rest of that needed legal issues that result from bereavement.
Now after having spent the last fifteen years as her carer, and having had that as a central piece of my life I have to re-figure who I am without that and where I'm going from here.
Oh right, mid life crisis, I think I am due for that soon.
Sorry to hear about your mother dying, can't be easy to go through but good luck in getting through it all.