theslug

Six feet under has entirely way too much gay sex to be enjoyable.

You going to elaborate on that or just let us stew in the non contextual anger of interweb madness? I had another date with girl today. We went for sushi, the place was pretty small, crowded and loud and the service was bad and the sushi was only subpar at best. However the tone and date in my opinion certainly went over a hell of a lot better than our first two but there is still something wrong and it is pissing me off. I have very little experience with female relationships but this is starting to get out of hand. It's pretty obvious were going out on dates, I tell her I like meeting up with her and that shes interesting and stuff to be complimentary and nice but while together it feels like the only thing running through her mind is like "why did I agree to this", she just seems kind of bored and doesn't want to be there and then afterwards we start chatting through text/facebook and all the sudden its all puppy dogs and squirrels, good times, etc I wasn't even expecting us to go out on this last date, I kind of put out a vague want to hang out type thing just as a formality last week and then I get a text a few days ago reminding me and that she was interested. I don't know anymore, I'm thinking maybe shes stringing me along to be nice (and get free stuff >) or something. I told her kind of straight up that it feels like she doesn't want to be there but she said she has fun. I'm just totally confused and I don't want to play games and she doesn't really want to open up. But I don't exactly have any other prospects either. This sucks.

I'll be there guys!!! in spirit

Well if you do push ups ontop of another woman it might! amritie wals amirite lol im jk but seriously im sorry :'( i have women troubles as well

It's January and it was almost 70 degrees yesterday. Suck it in-denial anti-global warming peoples!

That's quite a goal killian. As much as I hope the best for you if your not committed to start exercising now becuase your on some stupid soda withdrawal I'm very suspicious of exactly how you will actually attain your goal. You should be exercising as soon as possible, if your too big to run: swim, cycle, and power walk. If you have a workout routine that you stick to it will force you to eat better and live healthier becuase your going to feel your diet/sleep pound you in the gym if its not sufficient. There's just no point in waiting except the fact that you don't actually want to do it. Which I can understand, the gym can be a mysterious and scary place where hot chicks walk around in tight form fitting pants and sometimes dudes too. talk about scary. As for Wals's theory it definitely has some merit imo at least from an anecdotal perspective, when I committed myself to a healthy lifestyle I felt the change in my mood and was able to stay relatively sane for a long time. I've started it up again and I've gotten better but depression is different for people. Sometimes its their brain chemistry/physiology, their thought processes/behavior, and stuffs like that where working out and eating/sleeping better can only do so much to mask the problem.

my depression doesn't make me an insomniac and it doesn't make me sleep all the time it just makes me feel perpetually tired whether I have 5 hours of sleep or 10 I always feel the same. It's pretty horrible and depressing but hey I'm on meds now though its only 10 mg. Need more drugs.

The day is still very much young my good man. I was kind of hung over yesterday but still persevered and worked out which I'm really glad I did. I got home and then went to sleep for like a solid 10 hours and now I feel pretty great. For a day or two I was really depressed because things aren't really working out between me and this girl but I'm kind of over it now becuase I realized there was nothing between us anyways. But I'm feeling pretty good now, meeting old friends and actually reconnecting is a great mood booster.

I'm pretty glad I went out tonight. Hung out with two really old friends and got drunk. I'm drunk now. Feels good man. Only thing that would have made it better is if I got oral sex from some random high school girl. Damn.

this is the first new years where im going out going to pick up some burs and head on over to a friends house that i havent seen in roughly 3 years. not quite sure what to expect

thats my boy jk im not your dad

I know exactly how you feel. I've only recently started running again and I did 2.5 miles on saturday and yesterday was bad but when I woke up this morning I thought someone flayed my freakin calves in my sleep. Just tough it out, rub some mud on it pal.

I saw sherlock holmes tonight. I have to agree with Wals, it is a solid film. I actually really enjoyed the sound/music and the style of the whole thing. Don't go in expecting any kind of story and you should be pleasantly satisfied with the action and tomfoolery abound.

Went to avatar with girl. It was sold out so we saw sherlock holmes instead. I actually enjoyed the movie however the night was pretty much a waste. I'm pretty certain she is no longer interested in me whatsoever, at least romantically. First she was late 10 minutes which doesn't really bother me and then when I was walking her to her car afterward I did the whole "well I had a good time, etc etc sorry for fault, etc lets do this again" and her response was just a cool semi withdrawn "cool see ya" type thing and then I initiated hug and got one limp arm. I suppose that's just how it is, can't force something that isn't there. Like my will to live. zing. Well school begins anew very soon, I suppose I will have to keep a look out.

Man tea and drugs are awesome. I just wrote this incredible entry about our exploits if you came to vegas but decided to edit it out becuase it was a little hardcore. Tomorrow I see Avatar with this girl I like. Hopefully all goes well.

So i was in camp and had sex with morrigan and then i tried to have sex with leliana and i was like yeah baby i love you more and then she broke into this full length song and i didnt get laid and i was sad :'(

District 9 I liked it.

nick cage is in it and by virtue of the laws of the universe it must then suck, incredibly. that being said I will probably still watch it even after it gets ripped a quadruple butthole by reviews and what not. Can we say buttholes? Edit: Fantastic. I found my new catch phrase.

I've seen articles where an entire chinese village just tosses their garbage into a giant mile long trench along a road and when the refuge pile is too high they set it on fire until it smolders to a reasonable level and then start topping it off again. But that's just one of a long list of blunders. Its a pretty horrible country.

why not just woo her with a nice candle lit dinner with a beautiful boxed wine and then hot sex.

So I went to the doctor today for the ear thing and I'm really glad I did. They flushed my ear out and this gnarly and ominously massive piece of wax came out and now I can hear pretty well though it still feels a little weird. I feel like such a freakin idiot tho, I've lived in agony and constant fear (of death and social anxiety) for a good portion of the last decade and within 5 seconds I now have 2 prescriptions and a follow up for various testing. I've heard getting prescription medication is easy but sweet jesus I said half a sentence and now I can pick up my paxil in 2 hours. Can't wait to enjoy my slice of modern medicine.

yeah I ended up apologizing and she played coy about the awkwardness, either way crisis was averted and we started texting back and forth about stuff for a while and i'll probably ask her out real soon but this time actually plan it out. Now I need to sleep. I have doctors appointment early becuase I'm like half deaf in my left ear and I slept like 3 hours last night.

Although it seems to be "working" that is an incredibly horrible way to lose weight. You need to be eating as many small meals as possible all throughout the day, generally 6-8. Starving yourself may help you shred some pounds but its mostly going to be muscle mass since your body tends to eat that up before fat. So really your pulling a supremely male genitalia move on your body. Also when you inevitably stop exercising because you've eroded what little muscle you have left and you become more and more tired you'll just put on more fat in the aftermath. If you're a big fella power walking is cool but I'd also do cycling and some weight lifting if at all possible. If not pushups, sit ups, pull ups, air squats, burpess, etc are all your good friends.

I went on a semi-date with this girl from one of my accounting classes. All in all it was kind of bad. We got coffee and talked for like an hour or so which was actually going pretty good until this family sat down like 2 feet away from us and started eating mcdonalds, so I thought we'd go to a nearby bestbuy to get away but at that point things were kind of awkward since I'm a horrible conversationalist and I think she was tired of trying to save me. It was crazy in the store and we didn't really talk after that and then there was this awkward good bye in the parking lot and I didn't even give her a hug or anything. I just don't know anymore. I'm so depressed.