Baley

Thank you, but it's slowly killing me, it's all about attaining the level of freedom I need from my conscious desires, so the writing's been either sleep deprivation or alcohol-driven. I think that was me, I had forgotten the browser on.

Y'all'll swoon over me soon enough, with my 16 CHA, striking good looks and flirtatiously challenging tongue, I'll *bluff* you into sex!

400 Blows - The Root Of Our Nature

So does me mum.

That is what happens when I get all caring and nice inside. My mind releases control of my body and I wake up in the Bizzaro Baley world furiously hitting the keys. Yuk. Please understand that all that exists Is neither simple nor complex, It's neither good nor evil, It has no morality, it has no beliefs, no gods, no children, no sexual libido. Everything just is, on the sky, when bells vibrate And women shout and scream and yell and holler On winds of words as yet unknown. My father had a needle in his arm for 3 whole months I laid besides him, watching intensely, Praying to gods I never believed in, Inspired by the single most virulent poison of the blood, Love. And as I saw my father die besides me, spiritually wasted Withering inside, glowingly antipathetic, Swirling, sizzling, bulging in his cloth of clay and half-formed junk, I covered my face and looked away. "The Angels stole my electric guitar" The old man in the ****house muttered under his breath And then there were none Anywhere. I was alone, shivering, trembling, eyes barking at me, Licking some poor chinaman's ear in search of the delicate sunflower of love And then I raised my fist and crumbled it into the ground In anger and frustration I was born anew And said to myself, as I saw myself and welcomed myself "You who are there! Prepare to fight!" I opened my eyes as wide as I could And laughed at the moon that shined with such magnanimity That my balls dissolved in a cup of divine whisky It was all so quiet, I plunged forward And met myself halfway through Released my sword, released my sword As the moon shined above my head I looked into the mirror image and smiled My smile.

William Shatner - Has Been

I've already been informed that when netboardnerds say "no" they really mean "yes" but they get all weepy-eyed cause they can't easily formulate their true feelings. I love you too. Could anyone give me a "we start in X hours" ? And before Pixies, Nick or Llyr make a weak joke, by "X" I mean the actual number of hours in which we start.

Where is the weeping Laurence of Arabia picture when we need it most? <{POST_SNAPBACK}> You just hate me cause I'm more in touch with my female side. And so was Lawrence, though in his case that meant getting gangbanged by a bunch of horny turks. I should never post when I'm in my late-night care-bear mode, it's just all kinds of embarrassing when I wake up.

Happy Birthday! Marc Ribot - St. James Infirmary

I shall be hitting on Airin this thursday. Time is without foundation.

I'm gonna keep this simple, because frankly I'm tired and sleepy, I don't care about the author, I care about the text, the words, the ideas they form, the beliefs they express, what I understood from that piece of text was of course different, personal and perhaps unique, I fear that raging social rejects will read those words and move even further from the world, and I do not know why, but I care, I care about people I will never meet, smell, touch, hear, I care and that's annoying. Words are what we are. More than flesh, more than blood, the person whose thoughts formed that article is to me, loathsome, that's all that I know. I know it's pretentious and puerile, is it tongue-in-cheek? I do not know. I do not care. And I am rambling here as the night turns into day, and I'm all so sleepy. Maybe I'll rewrite this someday, but as it stands here, it is honest. I am upset because I care too much.

Alice Donut - She Tells Me Things

I'm not in any way an economy buff, but I found the following analysis interesting: http://www.oxan.com/about/news/2004-06-14Reaganlegacy.asp To be honest my dislike for Reagan is fueled more by his social actions, the gross anti-intellectual emotions he infused on the people, the criminal neglect shown during the AIDS crisis, the neo-con and Christian right's rise to power, conservatism showing it's ugly face. But we're going nowhere, shall we get back to subject on hand?

No, I just like writing long-winded posts on internet nerd-forums. It's what keeps me going on these gloomy spring nights. That article was far from sarcastic, if it wanted to entertain in an intelligent way it failed miserably, and the beliefs expressed seemed honest enough. Haven't you heard of Albinism and hemorrhagic diathesis?

This is what? The Third alt? Don't you think you're a little overdoing it?

It's true, it's all true, I confess, I confess, but I ain't surrenderin', copper, there's only one hound worthy of capturing the Grand Mathbuser, and I sure as hell ain't seeing him round this joint. I stole the cookie from the cookie jar.

I've already stated that I do not care about his arrogance, I am arrogant, I wallow in it. What I found offensive were the following things: His portrayal of introverts as wholly superior. His portrayal of introverts as constant victims. His absurd self-glorification. His puerile social and political commentary. It is hardly satire, it is hardly humorous, it appears to be honest, I am naturally disgusted, it disgusts me as much as the pseudo victims among the American Creationists or Klansmen, Neo-Nazis or Marxist "city-commandos". It's perplexing and silly beyond reason, the most pointless form of elitism I have ever encountered, it's a call to arms, a far cry aimed at all the loners and social miscasts, to unite? For what? Do they somehow deserve more? Society knows what it wants, the majority has always culturally imposed it's standards. Do you want the world to change in a way it has not from the dawn of time? That time might have come, but I doubt it. Humans with social skills are simply more valued. Man is a social beast, it has always been, it is at our very core, bred into us. It's not hard to see why the most social of humans are beloved, because evolution often depends on them, it has done so from day one, the ones that seek to conquer the outside world and bend it to their will, oozing charm and sleekness along the way. Mankind depends on extroverts as much as it does on introverts (and as Kaftan pointed out, the classification is a pretty shallow thing in itself). It's simple.

It was only funny in the sense of "oh, look that guy's caught his balls in the meat grinder" or "hey look at that fatso falling down on his fat mug", i.e. if I was to laugh I would laugh at him not with him, I would laugh at his beliefs, I would laugh at his behaviour, at his "victim complex", I would laugh at his boundless pretension and pathetic arguments. But I didn't, because it wasn't funny, just sad. And I'm not sorry that I didn't, nor am I accusing anyone else of having an overly-potent sense of humour, I am merely stating my beliefs. Please laugh at them.

Yeah but it (involuntarily) spawned post-grunge, I mean bands like: Creed Silverchair Goo Goo Dolls Godsmack Matchbox Twenty Nickelback Alter Bridge Honestly, it's angst-ridden rubbish, at least hair metal was fun. NOFX - The Decline

You know, even though they're a mind-bendingly mediocre band, well the only *good* grunge bands were Tad and Mudhoney, Pearl Jam have always been pretty far from selling out in any conventional sense. Listening to Pearl Jam now, it occurs to me that the closest they ever got to a great album was Vs. And the Do the Evolution video is fantastic and easily justifies their entire existence as a band. The Jesus Lizard - Rodeo In Joliet

Advanced Arithmetics Baley = B Musopticon = M mB > mM; mB, mM ∈ *If it's not already painfully obvious, I know nothing about Mathematics. I study Languages. Yes, I am so very un-manly, bordering anti-chuck-like proportions even.

I missed you more.

I was going to squeeze my mind to find something funny, witty and topical to shout but now that Pixies' back I won't have to.

So was Hitler, eh? And it's funny how the article mentions Reagan, quite possibly one of the worst American president of the 20th century, second only to Woodrow Wilson in his indifference towards the constitution and welfare of his fellow citizens? "You can't help those who simply will not be helped. One problem that we've had, even in the best of times, is people who are sleeping on the grates, the homeless who are homeless, you might say, by choice." "Why should we subsidize intellectual curiosity?" But I guess I'm an extroverted bully trying to repress the poor introverts. (