sluggy:
don't worry about it
you're seeing it from an outside point of view, so sure, maybe you're seeing things i'm not
maybe it seems like i'm gonna burn myself out or something, and i gotta admit at times i do feel quite on the brink of doing just that, but so far i've had enough self restraint not to fall over that edge
and yeah, some of my friends do have some problems, but that's why i try to help. after all, them coming to me in the first place about these things is surely saying something right?
so basically i'm just making the most of my situation at the moment
i have a pretty concrete job where i'm usually the one relied on as someone who can pick up the slack if need be, i have a pretty full on social life, and lots of friends who seem to see me as a pretty reliable person to confide in, and i do whatever i can to help
and sure, not everything is sunshine and lollipops, and that's part of the reason i'd taken some time off lately - to relax and actually have some time to myself to try and sort things out
so think what you like i guess